think & reveal: Feelin' fat

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Feelin' fat

Saturday, December 26, 2009 | A General Update story

I don't get on the scales much but my clothes are shrinking. It must be the dryer or I'm gettin' fat. I have been eating too much sugar at night. Weird cravings, or really more of an intense desire for chewing. Yes, I chew the sugarless gum and suck on sugarfree candy, but there is still a need to eat when I'm not hungry.

I pretty much blame it on perimeno-crap--o-pause. Hormones can screw up the metabolism like a light switch being turned on and off. I'm puffy in the morning and it takes most of the day to lose the water my body is retaining. Yes, I drink lots of water.

I feel puffy and bloated and fat. It's a strangely soft and round experience that is disconcerting. Extra padding that I'm not used to. Where did it all come from?

I just checked the menopause support group and checked on posts about weight gain. Lots of women talking about gaining weight around the middle. CHECK. They also say that it doesn't come off no matter what they do to try to lose it. Say what?!

I'm not entering any beauty pageants but that doesn't mean I'm happy about this explosion of puffiness. Vanity? Not so much. Comfortable clothes? Oh, yes, that's what I'm talkin' 'bout.

Stretchy pants for every occasion.

Carry on.

1 comment:

the narrator said...: I'm just getting fat.; December 31, 2009 at 9:21 AM

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Three Day Road, by Joseph Boyden. Story of a Cree Indian from Canada during World War One. The author does an incredible job of placing us in the war and into the world of the main characters. We also learn about Auntie and the traditional Cree way of life. This was a time when Indians were put in residential schools and being discriminated against in the military. Xavier and his friend, Elijah (also a Cree) were sharpshooters so we get their viewpoint of the battles, plus the story of how morphine played a strong role in the war.
Crusade of Tears, a novel of the children's crusade, by C.D. Baker. Story of the Christian Children's Crusade in the year 1212. This was an event I hadn't heard or read about so it was very fascinating to me. I appreciated that the author presented problems, spiritual questions and dilemmas without too much preaching. He asked more questions and left room for doubt and self-analysis rather than create characters that were his own moral robots. The story is about a group of children from a village in Germany on their way to Jerusalem to fight the infidels. What an interesting journey--
The Black Flower, a novel of the civil war, by Howard Bahr. Story of a young Confederate soldier from Mississippi. Historically interesting and I felt like it captured the feeling of the soldiers, battlefield, war, people, and so forth. A good read.
Panther in the Sky, by James Alexander Thom: A novel based on the life of Tecumseh, a Shawnee Indian Chief. This book is about his life from birth to death (seriously, it's 650 pages long) from 1768 to 1813. Author did amazing research to bring this character to life. A great story from the native American's perspective.
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Shadow Warrior, A Novel of the Old West, by JC Gotcher **My thoughts: No way! Doc, the scout for a wagon train, heads out of camp to do some looking around. He kills an Indian in self-defense and the ride begins.**
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Left to Tell, Discovering God Amidst the Rwandan Holocause, by Immacule'e Ilibagiza with Steve Erwin **My thought: How does evil take over people's hearts and minds?**